I was in the house on the hill across the street from my childhood home and I don't know how I got there because I was in my childhood home looking for my mom (she died years ago) and I could hear her but couldn't find her and I was with my youngest brother but he was an infant (and he's almost 40 now) my sister that's closest to me in age was there but she was being so hateful and all I wanted was help because my ex-husband was trying to find me to kill me in front of our boys (who are grown and don't speak to me right now) but I had been chasing him first and thought he had died in a truck accident because I watched it happen and he was dying on the side of the interstate bloodied and dying..but here I sit waiting for some reason confused and alone watching everyone from inside looking out in the house across the street from the house I grew up in.
This dream appears to be reflecting a mix of past traumas, unresolved emotions, and current feelings of fear and vulnerability. The house on the hill across the street from your childhood home represents a position of observation and distance from your past, symbolizing a desire to escape or find safety from the familiar but challenging aspects of your past.
The presence of your deceased mother and infant brother may symbolize a longing for their guidance and protection, especially during times of distress. Your sister's hateful behavior could represent unresolved conflicts or negative emotions that you may still hold towards her or from past experiences with her.
The threat of your ex-husband trying to find and harm you mirrors feelings of danger and vulnerability in your waking life. The fact that he was seemingly already injured and dying in your dream could suggest a desire for closure or relief from the past pain he caused you.
Overall, this dream may be signaling that you are still grappling with deep-seated emotions related to past trauma and current challenges. It may be helpful to explore these feelings further, perhaps through therapy or self-reflection, in order to find healing and closure.